🔗 Share this article Excruciating Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable. The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. This condition often start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists up to three hours. About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating agony around one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods. What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain. Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home. Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital. Still, the inability to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads. Ancient medical records propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures. It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”. Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by international medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in treating the disorder explain this. In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better. In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms. Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies. A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode passed. Official guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the attacks of well-known people. But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity. The official guidance need updating to reflect a